Moonlight Anita's Thaughts

                  Ani's Song   6th entry      The screen went black and disappeared i fell to my knees hugging little Ani so tightly broken hearted sobbing deeply all i could say was my dear sweet little one I'm so sorry this has happened to us. know this sweet Ani I am here with you now  i will never let you go again together we take this journey together we stand strong through this. I dried her tears kissed her forehead and said to her now we must go for our path ahead of us is long little one.     We start down this grey road the 2 of us hand in hand both terrified and frightened of what lies ahead of us. Every ounce of me wanted to stop turn and run but knew  I couldn't abandon little Ani again I had to continue not just for her but for me as well toughen up Anita your stronger then this you need to continue your journey your healing I said to myself as we started back down the road.   ...

Ani's Song           5th entry     Time to continue where I left off as much as it pains me to write this part of my journey to finding me. It something I need to do though as its the only way to heal to get back to being whole again to being Anita, as I struggle with this I take a deep breath if you only knew how hard this is for me at this given moment. Here we go welcome to the horror  of this i am about to share     Upstairs i went to place my books in my room to be trapped in what was once  my safe space by he that shall not be named closing the door behind him as he looking at me as if i was a piece of meat and he was starving the hairs on the back of my neck stood up as fear filled every inch of me what was about to happen to her the 12 year old girl my God.  Stop no please words screamed went unheard as she was throne on the bed fighting a fight her weak young self could not win over powered  tears falling mou...

  Ani's  Song 4th entry Hand in hand as much we feared to continue our journey it was our destiny what was needed to do in order to find what was lost to find Me  Up ahead i can see what I feared most the next road block the next demon we must slay my heart pounding harder with each step i move closer what demons are waiting for me Upon reaching the block in the road there on the screen we see a beautiful girl age 12 sitting in the front row of a classroom smart as a whip she answers the teacher question correctly she enjoyed school, never even imagine the horror that was about to unleash on this day  Ani your wanted in the office  the teacher said here a hall pass so down to the office she goes the secretary hands he a sign out sheet you need to take this to the rest of your classes have the teachers sign it and give you your assignments for the day your being checked out of school for the rest of the day you have an appointment as excited as any kid her age wo...