Ani's  Song 4th entry

Hand in hand as much we feared to continue our journey it was our destiny what was needed to do in order to find what was lost to find Me 

Up ahead i can see what I feared most the next road block the next demon we must slay my heart pounding harder with each step i move closer what demons are waiting for me

Upon reaching the block in the road there on the screen we see a beautiful girl age 12 sitting in the front row of a classroom smart as a whip she answers the teacher question correctly she enjoyed school, never even imagine the horror that was about to unleash on this day 

Ani your wanted in the office  the teacher said here a hall pass so down to the office she goes the secretary hands he a sign out sheet you need to take this to the rest of your classes have the teachers sign it and give you your assignments for the day your being checked out of school for the rest of the day you have an appointment

as excited as any kid her age would be to get out of school early was soon going to change back to the office to turn in slip and leave to her surprise not her mom or her dad was there but her brother in law he said they sent him to pick her up that they going to meet us at the house. innocent as the young 12 year old was she didn't think anything wrong about it she believed him trusted him and left the school with him.

The walk from the school to her home was short for she walked it every morning to school and every evening after. the shocking discovery was mom and dad were not there he then told her he just signed her out so she could help him with some things up stairs. once again the little girl thought nothing bad about it why would she this was her brother in law. sorry need to take a minute to collect my self because what happens next is hardest thing in my life I have ever had to share !!!!!

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Anita Ramos




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