Ani's Song * 1st entry

Waking up alone  for the first time in years i feel lost and alone as i go to the bathroom for my normal routine to brush my teeth what do i see when i look into the mirror a reflection of a woman I do not recognize a woman unknown to me this woman staring back at me she is broken and lost she needs help she is empty as i continue to look at her the more i realize that the woman I am looking at is a shell of the woman that used to be me!

I stare into her eyes the door way to with in her soul I travel inside darkness starts to suround me the further I enter  into the emptiness i find myself in a dark room I hear a faint sound of a childs whimper so i walk towards the sounds for the childs voice gets louder i can her her crying needing help the closer i got i can see im am being lead to an alley there i see in the center of the road  a small little girl  

I felt the urge to run to her i felt her sorrow i felt her pain most of all I felt her fear I ran the closer i got I was able to see this little girl  was  sitting there crying alone on a tree stump all alone in the emptiness of this dark creepy alley i run as fast as i can till I finally reached her this beautiful small child no more then 4 sitting here crying i drop to my knees in front of her as i find the words to say to her 

Precious beautiful angel i see sittinging in frot of me why are you crying swweet heart why are you here in this lonely alley alone how did you get herewholeft you here i pull a tissue frommy pocket and slowly reach out as i ask her here sweet angel lift your head let mewipe dry your tearsas she slowly raises her head towards me i  was shocked to see that the little girl crying infront of me was none other then the little girl that used to be me 

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                                                                             Moonlight Anita   

                                                                                                 

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